you never see the real me

When you see me, I’m always smiling

Inside...I’m actually crying

When you see me, I’m outgoing 

Inside...the fear isn’t showing

You never see the real me

When you see me, I’m always calm

Inside...I’m trying not to self harm

When you see me, I like to have fun

Inside...I just want it done

You never see the real me

When you see me, I try to impress

Inside...it’s all such a mess

When you see me, there’s plenty to be said

Inside...I’m wishing I was dead

You never see the real me!